Title 15

I decided to let you read some of my astrology characteristics. I don't know. I don't mean to sound like I'm vain and thinking you need to know about me. I am doing this because some of it is so true, and maybe … I don't know. I'm still so stupid and think something will somehow magically happen where you will not only read this, but it will somehow matter at all. If there was a book about anything that remotely resembled you, I would read it cover to cover a million times. Really disappointing knowing I have sent you very short emails and web pages, but you "never find the time to read it." It's not a matter of finding the time. It's a matter of wanting to do it. You basically didn't want to do it. And you refused to, even when you knew how important it was to me.

Friendship:

When they say they're your best friend forever, the Bull means it. Their friendship stands the test of time, and many Taurean friends have been this devoted since childhood. Constant, steady, loyal and devoted, this friend will stand by you through life. If you need to call someone to pick you up in the middle of a snowy night because your car broke down, Taurus will be there in a flash, hot cocoa in gloved hand. Be warned, though, this is only if you've proven yourself to be as loyal a friend to them as they are to you. It's a case of them scratching your back if you scratch theirs. This Fixed Sign will be possessive of their buddies and aren't so likely to understand the old adage that "absence makes the heart grow fonder." You'll find a wonderful friend in Taurus, so long as you don't cancel any plans at the last minute.

I have shown that I will go anywhere, at any time for you. However, you haven't shown that same friendship to me. Not even close. And sadly, absence isn't making my heart grow fonder. This absence has made my heart grow bitter. I could be the best friend you ever had as long as you treated me like you cared. Shame you couldn't.

Relationships:

The Bull is nothing if not committed and will make a wonderful partner for the right person. An unfaithful partner is the kiss of death where the Bull is concerned, so cheaters need not apply. Taurus enjoys the one-on-one of a close relationship and the affection and intimacy this provides.

I have shown how I was committed to you. I HAVE SHOWN HOW I WAS COMMITTED TO YOU! Times like these, why do I still want any relationship with you? I can't figure it out. You have shown me that you're not a friend. You have shown you can't be trusted either. I'm so fucking angry at you. I really am losing all the memories of why I still fucking try this hard for someone so cold and heartless towards me. I don't mean for this to be angry or bashing, I am just so hurt by you. And what hurts more is that you couldn't care less. I guess it was such a big mistake ever believing you loved me. When you love someone, you never treat them like this. Yes, you don't love me now. But, when you love someone, you never stop loving them. Shame you have no fucking clue what love means. Again, I ask myself, why do I want any relationship with you? Because I love you …

Needs:

Making Taurus feel safe is a very smart strategy for their lover, for this approach will bring out the Bull's most sensual self. Think of the Bull as a rose waiting to be picked -- the lucky one will inhale the most intoxicating perfume.

The Taurus lover is dependable and considerate, someone who wants to be in a beautiful world and have that special someone to share it with. Anyone lucky enough to enter that world will find a sensual soul waiting to be nurtured and explored.

I felt safe around you. Not safe from violence or like I needed protection, but something else. It's hard to explain. While I was with you, I felt like nothing bad could happen to me. Like, no matter what anyone said, or how bad I felt about myself, being there with you shinned greater than the hurt. Usually I only feel comfort being alone. And when I got depressed around you, I wanted to be by myself. But when I was depressed while away from you, I so sorely want to be with you.

I was going to include how our signs fit well and we would make a good couple, but I decided to show you this instead. If this doesn't remind you, if this doesn't convince you, if this doesn't work, nothing will.


	Back I decided to let you read some of my astrology characteristics. I don't know. I don't mean to sound like I'm vain and thinking you need to know about me. I am doing this because some of it is so true, and maybe … I don't know. I'm still so stupid and think something will somehow magically happen where you will not only read this, but it will somehow matter at all. If there was a book about anything that remotely resembled you, I would read it cover to cover a million times. Really disappointing knowing I have sent you very short emails and web pages, but you "never find the time to read it." It's not a matter of finding the time. It's a matter of wanting to do it. You basically didn't want to do it. And you refused to, even when you knew how important it was to me. Friendship: When they say they're your best friend forever, the Bull means it. Their friendship stands the test of time, and many Taurean friends have been this devoted since childhood. Constant, steady, loyal and devoted, this friend will stand by you through life. If you need to call someone to pick you up in the middle of a snowy night because your car broke down, Taurus will be there in a flash, hot cocoa in gloved hand. Be warned, though, this is only if you've proven yourself to be as loyal a friend to them as they are to you. It's a case of them scratching your back if you scratch theirs. This Fixed Sign will be possessive of their buddies and aren't so likely to understand the old adage that "absence makes the heart grow fonder." You'll find a wonderful friend in Taurus, so long as you don't cancel any plans at the last minute. I have shown that I will go anywhere, at any time for you. However, you haven't shown that same friendship to me. Not even close. And sadly, absence isn't making my heart grow fonder. This absence has made my heart grow bitter. I could be the best friend you ever had as long as you treated me like you cared. Shame you couldn't. Relationships: The Bull is nothing if not committed and will make a wonderful partner for the right person. An unfaithful partner is the kiss of death where the Bull is concerned, so cheaters need not apply. Taurus enjoys the one-on-one of a close relationship and the affection and intimacy this provides. I have shown how I was committed to you. I HAVE SHOWN HOW I WAS COMMITTED TO YOU! Times like these, why do I still want any relationship with you? I can't figure it out. You have shown me that you're not a friend. You have shown you can't be trusted either. I'm so fucking angry at you. I really am losing all the memories of why I still fucking try this hard for someone so cold and heartless towards me. I don't mean for this to be angry or bashing, I am just so hurt by you. And what hurts more is that you couldn't care less. I guess it was such a big mistake ever believing you loved me. When you love someone, you never treat them like this. Yes, you don't love me now. But, when you love someone, you never stop loving them. Shame you have no fucking clue what love means. Again, I ask myself, why do I want any relationship with you? Because I love you … Needs: Making Taurus feel safe is a very smart strategy for their lover, for this approach will bring out the Bull's most sensual self. Think of the Bull as a rose waiting to be picked -- the lucky one will inhale the most intoxicating perfume. The Taurus lover is dependable and considerate, someone who wants to be in a beautiful world and have that special someone to share it with. Anyone lucky enough to enter that world will find a sensual soul waiting to be nurtured and explored. I felt safe around you. Not safe from violence or like I needed protection, but something else. It's hard to explain. While I was with you, I felt like nothing bad could happen to me. Like, no matter what anyone said, or how bad I felt about myself, being there with you shinned greater than the hurt. Usually I only feel comfort being alone. And when I got depressed around you, I wanted to be by myself. But when I was depressed while away from you, I so sorely want to be with you. I was going to include how our signs fit well and we would make a good couple, but I decided to show you this instead. If this doesn't remind you, if this doesn't convince you, if this doesn't work, nothing will.