It's been a few days since I told you I will stop trying. You didn't even so much as email me to tell me it was ok with what I was doing. It was just you not caring. But I will stick to my word. You won't read this now, you only might when you are alone. When you and him have ended. I hope it was worth it to you. That's not sarcasm. I really do hope it was worth it. I hate to think I hurt this much over nothing. I hate to think we both lost out on something great over nothing. I hope you remember how I felt for you. Even today I wanted to email you. I was actually going to beg. But that would be stupid. If you wanted to be with me, you would be with me. And begging will just give away any pride I still have. But, you should still know something ....
The way it was supposed to be